HAPPY BIRTHDAY?????!!!

Happy birthday?? But why do I feel that it's not that happy? Well, like any other couple, me and my honie got a big fight 2 days before my birthday. I was down and felt like crying everytime..:( There are things that I want to keep on myself though, but what pains me is the thought that the love that we are trying to keep stronger is weakening.. It is my birthday alright, but I am confused with what I feel now. I did isolate myself on the past days and even if I want to talk to someone here close to me, I just can’t. But I will surely tell her about it, .I can’t say that me and my honie are ok now,but we are trying to patch things up? Maybe a little space could help as I am trying to control my sweetness to him. I want him to feel what it feels like to be ignored and I want him to miss me somehow. I am missing the person I have met 8 years ago... And I hope that with what I told him,he will definitely realize what he is doing or not doing?

Enough for that love rant..I am supposed to be happy right? Anyway I want to thank few people who have greeted me so far.First off, its Bhem for the early gift from her. Thank you, thank you! But why do I feel that I will have a hard time finding you a gift on your special day Isn't it lovely..?? Thanks bhem, me appreciate it so much..!!

Thanks for all my friends in FB and FS and YGL for the greetings.. I am expecting gifts people....!! Kekke..!! I will definitely upload another post after the celebration.. !!
Missing you all!!