Hey guys, how are you, hope you are all good, not like me? Well, last april 3 my ex-honie and I celebrated our 92nd monthsarry, not knowing that this would be the last for us. Things are not going right for the past days. Fighting and struggles all day made me tired of this set-up. I am needing a new environment, and I am in need of space to think things over. Right now, we are in the midst of situation wherein both of us can lose. I hope things would be better soon, I am still hoping though that something good will happen and everything will be back in its proper places.



I am pretty sure that there is a reason for all of this. We are talking about being married, but sudden changes happened. I am afraid to lose him but I am more afraid of loving him just because we have been together for so long. To be honest, I feel so weak and I don't know what to do. I am tired of crying and I am tired of this kind of relationship. Like any other relationships, ours were imperfect, from the start, I know something is wrong, but for the sake of loving, i swallow all my pride and hope to make the best relationship a couple could ever have.
Now I am in this circumstance which I never thought of experiencing. Letting go is really hard to do, and I wish I am not in this situation right now. Please bear with me again over all this rants. And for him, I know there is still a chance, but this time, I hope we can prove that we are worthy for each other.




omg. gelene, i am so sorry to hear that.. ang tagal nyo na and i was very surprised to hear that. i hope deep in my heart you patch things up. you two seemed very happy with each other. kaya nyo yan sis. your relationship is worth saving. don't give it up. i should know the pain. i've been through that. babalik na si paul this week, and i'm really happy about it. i hope you find happiness too, and i just know you will. i will pray for you and him. i'm just here if you need somebody to talk to.
ReplyDeleteawts. wala na kayo? bakit?wala na rin ba chance? i hope meron pa :( antagal nyu pa nman
ReplyDeletehi bhem..Im sorry that u're having to
ReplyDeletego through all these. Just remember that u are an intelligent valuable person, don't settle for less than wAt u deserve. Keep talking and keep woRkiNg... untiL u know dat is woRth it to both of u cuz marriage is for a life tym.
I understand h0w u feel bhem
but be smarT and u know wat I mean.
I wish u alL da best...
i hope u'Re okay!
As i've read the title akala ko kung ano, but then after seeing the picture I figured out what happened. kahit gaano na pla katagal ang relationship nagkaka problema din pala.
ReplyDeleteAw ate. hope everything will be fine on the both of you.
sorry for what happened. You must be in pain right now.. Hope that things will be okay for you. If you need someone to talk to, im juz here
ReplyDeleteaww!! sorry for that :( i hope you'll be better. be strong ate! :)
ReplyDeleteI hope and pray for you, sis, that things between you and him will get better :( Just remember one thing: you deserve to be happy as much as he does, so... if things don't work, they just don't. Sometimes people change and we can do nothing about it. I experienced that on my skin.. I'm sending you a BIG hug sis, with the hope that things will finally smooth down in your relationship. *hugs tightly*
ReplyDeletexoxo,
Longreen
everything happens for a reason and same thing, there might just be a good reason why you're in that situation. Hope everything will turn out fine. Just be positive. I know we dont know each other but everybody goes through it. I've been there. It's normal. Cheer up :)
ReplyDeletehuli na pala ako sa balita sis, wala na pala kayo.. tsk tsk.. sayang naman, sa pagkakaalam ko pa naman na going strong naman kayo... hayz.. kaya mo yan sis, tama ka need mo lang ng space para makapag isip, i hope na sa time na yun, makapagnilay nilay ka.. tagalog eh noh? LOLS. basta.. im really hoping that you and him will be together again.. tc sis. mwahx.
ReplyDeletei'm sooo sorry to hear what happened sis :( i hope everything will get better soon..
ReplyDeleteletting go is hard to d nga. pero it can also help you find who you really are and what you really want.. :)
omg what happened? :( nagulat ako ha :(
ReplyDeletewell, maybe you just need to have sometime off. siguro the best thing you can do nga is to think about it, kung kayo talaga, and if the relationship is worth saving.
cheer up ;) everything happens for a reason. ska, "if it wasn't this, it'd be something else" :)
Loka..i know it hurts ryt now..
ReplyDeletepero alam ko hnd nyo dito tatapucn toh..
maaayos at maaayos nyo toh!
I know you two won't give up easily!
cheer up Loka!I know kaya mo yan!=)
im sorry to hear this. i know it hurts, but don't give up! love is not always happy. ang tagal niyo na?? 92 months? wow!
ReplyDeletesometimes all we need is space to think..sana maayos nyo yung problem nyo ate..=c
ReplyDeletematagal na napagdaanan nyo sis. Just don't lose hope. and everything will be ok. :P
ReplyDeletematagal na pala kayo eh, dont lose hope..dibdibang usapan lang ang kelangan nyo..=))
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