Struggling!!

First, i want to apologize 'coz I am not able to visit your blog and return comments. Thanks for all of you who are reading my posts still. I really miss you all.

Last Friday my honie (hubby) has been advised by the doctor not to eat for 8-12 hours because he will be having blood tests to know what causes his sudden weight loss and weakening. So there, honie did not eat anything and take any liquids for the span of time. Around midnight, Honie woke up and I can see how he suffered because, as I previously mentioned, he is having excessive thirst and dryness of mouth, so I know how hard it is not to take any liquids. i almost cried when I saw him teary eyed. I feel afraid but can't do anything to alleviate his suffering.

So there, Saturday morning was the scheduled lab test, the tests include T3, T4 TSH, FBS and others. The doctor is suspecting for either thyroid problem or diabetes. But i suspect that honie has diabetes, because of the symptoms that he is showing. Today is the judgment day, and I hope everything is alright. When I am at the office, I suddenly cried thinking how would be honie's life or our like if our suspicion will be confirmed. But I know, God will not give us any challenges that we can't solve.

So there, we went to see the doctor again for the result, of course I am praying that everything is normal. His T3 and T4 test to diagnose if he has thyroid problem, is normal, but, his FBS count is really distressing. the normal count is 3.9-5.6 but honie's count is 16.6 triple than normal. The doctor said that he still need to do another test to confirm, and he referred us to an endocrinologist for immediate treatment. I am still praying and claiming that it is not diabetes and honie's condition will be fine.

Please bear with me, I feel so down and emotional. I know I should be strong but can't help but cry. I hope I will have the strength for this. I may be over reacting but I really can't stand it.
Thanks for reading..

I'll keep you posted with honie's condition.

Be back soon...........